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അഴിച്ചിട്ട മുടിയും, ചങ്ങലകിട്ട കൈകലുമായ്

ഓര്‍മകളിലെ വ്രനങളില്‍ സുജികള്‍ അലഴുന മൌന തടവറയിലെ ഭ്രാന്തി .................

എന്റെ നിമിഷങ്ങള്‍....

Rathriyude karutha mughatu ente velluta nizhyalugal.....

janalazhiyile chilandi valayil ente chindakal........

chiveedinte tarattu pattil ente hridaya midipukal..........

mele karanguna pangayude kattil, ente veeyarpinte nanavu.....

adutu kidakuna ammayude kurkam valiyil ente dukhaswapnagal...

rathriyude oriyidalukalil, ente mownathinte derkhyam....

inni ente nimishangal......

kurkam valichuranguna ammayude kazhuttu njerichu kollano....?

Addo...................................

“Sowhridathinte adirvarambukal lamghichu,
Pranayathileku ettum vazhi……..
Kanna, njan nine pranayikyukayanu…….
Ekantha nimishathile ninte samipyam,
Ente nishabdadayil njan kodicha ninte swaram…
Ellam…..ellam innu enniku swatham.
Ninte hridayatodu chernu, aa midipukal,
Innenniku bhupalavum nilambariyum aakunu….
Ninte divya sugandhathil layichaval…
Njan ninte radha…..
Mayilpeelikal kondu enne tazhugi punarnukondu,
Nee koritharipicha nimishangal…..
Adirukal illata aattma harshathinte anubhudiyil njan layikyunu……”

Venalettu varanda hridayathil peydozhinja ente neela meghame………….
Innu nine pranayikyan enniku enne thane madi aavunilla,
Orikal aaro paranja pole,
Pranayathilum yudhatilum endum aakamenanu….
Allegil eeva randum onnu thane alle?
Otta kaychayile parasparam unnam aakanam.
Ninte oro sparshanam, oro chumbanam kattierichathu,
Aarodekeyo enniku undairuna theerapakayum,
Iritin kaikal talolicha enalakale annu….
Teliyichato…prathikshayude, swapnangalude vellicham ulla vazhikal.
Ninnil njan orikalum vattitheeratha puzha aayi ozhukanam,
Ninte karayodu chernu ennum ennum……….
Enniku ninodulla sneham vakukalil othukavunadala………
Hridayam vachalam annu….
Ente simandarekhayil, ninte kaiyopu
Njan kathusushikunu…… pustakatalil manam kannikyate pothi vecha mayilpeeli pole,
Innu ente manasu niraye ninodulla Pranayam matramanu,
"Pulkodi thumbile bindu pole parishudham."

ഞാന്‍ കാത്തിരുന്ന എന്റെ ലോകം.......

Sowhridangal panku vechanu
hridaya vaathil naam thurannadu,
pathiye nammal thamiletho puthiya bhavam
kandarinjee.
manasu niraye snehaumai,
dukhapurnamaya jeevithathinu oru aarudhi varuthi
anivaryamaya vidhiye nam eeruperum swikarichu.
innu oru kanna noolil daivam nam ierupereyum korthirikunu,
ennum onnayi onnayi chernirikaan.
ente swapnagalku paranuyaran oru aakasham, mohangalku cherkeran oru marachilla,
alla adhilum apuram annu enniku nee……..
doore aakasha thanalil thanichirikyam,
dukhangalil koode nilkam,
swargangale swanthamakan.
ninte nenjodu chernu, ketipunaruna nimisham…..
Aadanu, janmandarangalolam njan kathiruna ente lokam

Ninte ormakalil............

Ee nilavil ninnekkurichulla ormakal annu innu ennikyu.

onnum aariyate nilkumbol onnumathramariyam,

marannalalle orkkendathullu!

thalarnnu poya mohachirakukalum

adarnnuveena mandhara malarukall ninum mari…,

jeevitha thalile mayil peeliyum,

ennodu punjirikkumbol….
Nee ennikyu mathram swanthanenu njan thirichariyunu.

Thumbapoovin vishudhiyum,
Thulasi dalathil ninnittu vezhum majin kanam pole parushudhmam ee pranayam….
Nee nalkiya ormakalumai njan kathirikyunu…
Sindhooram charthan vembinilkuna sandhyayil,
Ente adharangal chalicha nin anuragathinai…..

Pinne ethra ethra sandhyakalil
Swapnathinte swarnanoolukalil nam
Ooyaladi.
Eerulil pootti vecha sawpnagalku
simhasanam theerthu.

Ormakal manasil theera aadikyumbol,
Ninaku vendi niranju thoovunu enn mizhikal.
Veendum aa sandhyakalku vendi,
Mayatha ormakalum peri njan kathirikyunu…..

Ente kupivalakal kilungumbol,

ee nilavathu vedana ennil padarumbol….
yadharthyamenne pidichulaykumbol…
njan aariyunu pranayam vedana aanenum.
Pakshe vedanakal ennum priyamayatu kondum….
ninte pranayam pole thane ennikyu ava priyankaram annu.
eganthadhatha enne pulkumbol,
Nine kurichula oormakal,
kavithakalayi, ee nilavail
ente hridayathil niranju padarumbol…...
nee varum nalukal ennikondu….
Njan kathirikyunu…………..

“Jeevitham oru pottiya violin kambi aakumbol,

Nashta swapnagale orthu tengi karayunna,
Manasinu innu edu taratanu padendu.

Snehabhandangalum, vakdangalum ,
Pallikyan pattate poyavalude ‘pashchatapam’
Adde addu tanne.........
Vidhiyude kalkizhyil, oru balimrigamay,
Jeevitham samarpikumbol,
Lokam iruttu mudiya bhikaramaya shunyatayil marunnu.....
Aathil ninum kure kannukal mathram enniku nere nindu varunnu....
Aa parama shunyatayileku manasu murivetta chirakumay parannu kollate.


Inni kathirikunu........................
“ mrithiyude malathil chirakodinja pakshi aakum vare........”